October 2011
5 posts
Dear Winter.
SCREW. YOU.
Seriously. You messed with me on the wrong day.
Causing 4 power outages while working on my project, and then finishing it off with a 5th outage that doesn’t come back? WHILE I’m working on my last song?
Making me spend 30-40 minutes cleaning my car, another 30 minutes trying to get my car out of the damn PARKING LOT?
And then causing me to find the longest detour to my...
September 2011
8 posts
4 tags
Ooh crap.
I don’t know if I want to do this anymore. This can’t be good.
Anxiety’s ever rarely good.
Frick.
coolmodo:
This… could be life changing.
It’s a beautiful disappointment that I can be reminded that I’m not ok with the mediocre way I’m walking with God.
It’ll be an utter disappointment if I do nothing about it…
August 2011
3 posts
May You be more tangible than the things of this world that aim to satisfy me.
May I find true joy and satisfaction in You than the things that entertain me.
May You be the prize I keep my eyes on, instead of my goals, plans, and hopes.
The distractions I have in front of me, the obstacles You have set before me, and the sufferings You have had me live through; I don’t know exactly how...
July 2011
4 posts
2 weeks have come and gone.
Coming back from Logan Hope after two weeks, and it seems like it’s come and gone instantly in a black hole: it felt like we spent a month there, but looking back it seemed like it was so short.
All of the team knows, but my experience in the trip was almost entirely different. My sprained ankle had lasted throughout the entire trip, rendering me crippled during some activities including...
So freaking sad. →
Girl ends her life: sad.
Girl was only 12 years old: “wow” sad.
Girl ended life to donate her eyes to her father and kidney to her brother: “Are you serious” sad.
Family of girl didn’t find out about her wishes to donate her eyes and kidneys until AFTER she was cremated: O. M. G.
Ob-la-di, ob-la-da, life goes on, bra
La la, how the life goes on.
June 2011
11 posts
Color Test Results
Your Existing Situation
“Organized and detail-oriented, he has a very precise and methodical manner. He needs relationships which offer him understanding, respect, and approval.”
Your Stress Sources
“Recent disappointments and failures have led him to be overly cautious. Needs to feel secure and safe from being further let down, looked over, or losing respect. Has no hope that...
Finding hidden idols.
What do I enjoy the most? What do I spend the most time doing? Where does my mind drift to when I don’t have anything to do? What am I passionate about? What do I spend my money on? What makes me angry when I don’t get it? What do I feel depressed without? What do I fear losing the most?
Our answers to those questions will lead us straight to the God or gods we love and...
Vague regretful statement about a stupid thing that I, again, vaguely acknowledge, but still will post about on this blog, so that I can get that weird satisfaction of telling the world except for the people it may involve.
Self insult to state of mind.
Note to self: disregard and do it again anyways.
gg Blockbuster, gg →
WatchGoosebumps all over. Old video, but always a good one.
May 2011
6 posts
Borderline Genius is a very fitting title. →
Rebuked.
32“If you love those who love you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. 33And if you do good to those who do good to you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. 34And if you lend to those from whom you expect to receive, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, to get back the same amount. 35But love your enemies,...
“Joyfully celebrating the killing of a killer who joyfully celebrated killing...”
– Brian McLaren
April 2011
4 posts
“Hear then the parable of the sower: When anyone hears the word of the kingdom...”
– Matthew 13: 18-23
I felt like I knew and understood what this passage meant… but at this age, it seems more applicable in my life than it ever has.
Where are we planted?
Be nice.
(Disclaimer: this post is very unorganized and consists of much rambling, but I still believe it to be important.)
There was a student at UHart that was in one of my classes last semester. Really small class, only about 10 students. He seemed nice. It was only recently I found out that he was a part-time engineer at Fox CT, really involved with school, a volunteer firefighter and EMT, and a...
March 2011
5 posts
LIKE A BOSS
Something about today’s depressing weather is calming and almost comforting… is that a bad thing?
On another note, here’s a funny picture.
If a "reset" button existed in my life...
I wonder how worn out that button would be.
I’ve been pretty MIA on this. Hm.
I’m getting lazier by the day… this can’t end well.
OR CAN IT??? (the answer’s still no, I’m pretty sure)
Time to ponder on things to write about…
February 2011
5 posts
Didn’t know tumblr kept track of the posts you like, and ranks them by the percentage of how many of your ‘likes’ go to certain users compared to the rest of the ‘likes’, calling them “tumblr crushes.”
I think this affects the way I ‘like’ posts now.
Advice. →
Don’t try to defend the existence of God without knowing what you’re talking about. The expression “ignorance is bliss” does not apply and, in fact, labels you as an uneducated being.